Defying Gravity

honey-pot:

I’ve been trying

but I can’t find

that space

your face

I can’t recall the way I was

The traces in the dirt are gone

I’ve lost the way

I once felt

I cannot be who I once was

There’s nowhere to return

and that terrifies me more than I can say 

True life story

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honey-pot:

Maybe I’m the best

Or maybe I’m just better

but either way

I feel a bit further

and that makes it worse 

so I fall a bit farther

It never stays away

or maybe I never got better

Maybe I’m only being the worst

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How do you know when they push you away if its because they really don’t like you or because they want you to try harder? Thus is the question plaguing me… FML!